argh what happened to me? i dont know whats wrong with me. i want my old life. i do miss my bestfriend sofaking damn much. what have i done? argh cmon nisa. pehal ngn kau ni? haih, im too stressed with my life now /big sigh/ idk, i didnt appreciate the most precious bestfriend tht Allah gave to me. i make her sad, angry, boring, and the most important is i dont appreciate her. im sorry dear bestfriend. i wont do that again. insyaAllah. pls forgive all my mistakes and wrong doings. i miss you srsly i miss you.